3D: 'It's Over...'
I resonate with this channeling from Brenda Hoffman. 3D - It's Over.
https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/2025/07/21/its-over-3/
I have just spent 30 minutes dithering over what to wear today. I have run all scenarios through my mind - where I am going, what I am doing - and there is nothing in my 3D wardrobe that fits all scenarios. I miss my starship uniform...!!
I also dither (great word) over what to eat. I imagine all the different foods I could prepare for lunch or dinner and none of them appeal to me. So I dither a bit more, then say, ' 'Just eat something.' So I do.
My theme here is that so many things that enthrall people in 3D - clothing, food etc etc - have totally lost their appeal for me. I 'do' them because I have to, not because I want to. What I want is my starship uniform and a replicator..!!
My lovely Light Warrior hairdresser friend Shayna came to cut my hair yesterday. We traded stories about some of the nonsensical things we are seeing people do in 3D. We agreed that many people have lost touch with 'reality'. I guess that is literal, isn't it...?
That's why I love hanging out in this blog with you lovely blog readers. It is so refreshing to chat with you, completely unedited, and know that you will be nodding and saying, 'Me too'.
Thanks to Tom from Kelowna Canada for forwarding me this fascinating pic of a starship covering the moon. It looks a bit like the Enterprise from Star Trek. You can see other ships to the left.
'It is over. You have completed the strenuous course from 3D to selfhood that you have been preparing for eons. No longer are you a student of who you should be. You are now you in all your glory. So be it. Amen.'
Been feeling really edgy and easily triggered the last few days. The Schumann spikes and Mercury Retrograde are bringing up some old deep rage that I initially blamed on others or situations. I realize now it was more a self hatred and unforgiveness for volunteering for this particular obscenely difficult life/mission. It's one thing to feel like life is a prison sentence handed down by someone else. It's a whole other level of forgiveness when I realized I chose it all... Time's up, Source ain't playing with kiddie lessons anymore. This is some Master level shit (tests) we're experiencing right now! So if anyone else is feeling deep anger/sadness/shame/regret/blame etc... while battling final inner demons know you aren't the only one!♥️
ReplyDeleteCC, my office wall is covered with little notes reminding me to stay calm and steady. It is a mammoth effort to stay the course right now. How about this for a quote..."One has to be more persistent than the difficulty - there is no other way."
DeleteWhen my previous blog was deleted, I went through all the emotions you described, within one hour. I left my body due to the shock/anger/disbelief etc. Then I gained clarity and thought, 'The way I get "revenge" is to start up a new blog asap. And it will be so spiritual, no contentious content, they won't be able to touch me...' And so it is.
Master level shit indeed. Love and Light to you in Michigan.
Hi Sierra, couple of comments, both my wife and I have been having some very "strange" dreams, this has been going on now for awhile, very unusual for us. Care to comment? I aso resonate with your comment of disinterest in daily life. Trips to the store can take awhile as its hard to decide what to buy, I feel blah to everything and we eat just because we're suppose to. Its not depression, just a lack of interest. Also TV and movies at the cinema have lost their appeal, but I'm not bored, I've learned to enjoy the quiet. I'm drawn to the outdoors and find myself staring a lot at the sky.
ReplyDeleteHi PanamaRed. Interesting that you talk about strange dreams. I had a particularly vivid dream last night. It featured the sea which was an irridescent aquamarine color, some of the brightest color I have ever seen in a dream. The sea suddenly rose to a great height. I wasn't afraid. I am wondering the significance of it.
DeleteAnd yes, like you I struggle to make decisions at the supermarket because I feel blah about most things on the shelves.
I too am staring at the sky a lot - it is one of the few things that makes sense...!!
The other day my wife and a good neighbor who has a car, asked me if I wanted to go with them to the beach. I thought that I ought to say yes and join them, but I said no. I wasn't interested, couldn't imagine that there would be any joy in it for me and afterwards I regretted saying no, feeling confused, because I thought that I had to be happy and have fun, but I'm not most of the time. Disinterest in food and clothing happens all the time too. Happiness is a rare guest for me these days, but I get along anyway. Behind this, I am grateful for being alive. I'm happy, 'behind the scenes', but on the surface I rarely am.🦧
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Torsten, those of us moving constantly between 5D and 3D (far more in 5D) are struggling to make basic decisions. We are not connected/grounded enough in 3D anymore to have a vested interest in decisions. We really just don't care enough anymore. I know many blog readers will resonate with your comment. 'Happy' is a relative concept at present. Love and Light to you from chilly night time NZ.
DeleteI used to research recipes and enjoyed making food but this year I have had no interest. I have 3 pets so I decided to live in simple denim clothing as it can take the constant mauling. My pets all want to sit on me at the same time. The chores I take on around the house seem overwhelming now so I just do a bit at a time. I felt very tired the last few days due to the intense energies. I’ve gotten so used to the loud ear ringing that I don’t notice it much anymore. I never thought of our journey being from fear to love as stated in Brenda’s blog but this is so true. I think back and have felt fear in so many different ways that no longer exists in me. 3D is so control and fear oriented and now it’s like piss off I am FREE 💜
ReplyDeleteI am giggling over your closing words, Indigo - love it...!! Yes, household chores feel overwhelming to me at times lately too. Like you, I do a little bit one day and leave other chores to the following day. It depends on my energy levels. Some days I am so tired I put off everything. Another day I will be zipping around. And I am learning to befriend the loud ear ringing. It is like a badge of honor - proof that I am ascending. Love and Light to you.
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ReplyDeleteI originally planned to study abroad in 2020. As you all know, what happened at that time disrupted or even destroyed all my plans. The price of not cooperating with the policy is having nothing. In the past five years, all the people who had taken classes together to prepare for the English proficiency test have successfully applied to foreign colleges, and returned to the home country after finishing oversees study. I was still in the state of"having nothing".
DeleteIt was painful at first, but then I gradually discovered that the things that originally interested me became boring. It was painful to be forced to contact and study them most of the time. No matter how interesting they were, they still belonged to the old matrix. Another thing was that my body could clearly aware of the physical state of those around me, being surrounded by [v]accinated people was such being in hell for my body.
These days, I clearly feel and admit: "Okay, I don't want to study abroad at all. I don't want to go into another system just to leave where I am now. I'm glad that everything is no longer attractive to me, which means that new things are coming in."
Kin, the plans of Light Warriors changed drastically from 2020 onwards. Everything is so different now for us. We have evolved in ways we could not have imagined. It was all part of the Divine Plan, although the timeline dragged on longer than expected. We are here now...! Love and Light to you.
DeleteI can relate to everyone's comments! And have that off balance/dizzy feeling often. My body "buzzes" a lot almost like I'm plugged into an electric socket. I asked my guides about moving between 3D and 5D - how my body was reacting, I thought it would be all easy peasey. They said it's not and our bodies are having a hard time adjusting. So, I talk to my body a lot and praise it for being so healthy and brave. Love and Light, Betsie
ReplyDeleteInteresting, this morning I got the feeling to start talking to my body so thanked each organ for doing its job and keeping me healthy.
DeleteBetsie, I love your guides advice to talk to your body. I am going to start doing it too. Like you, I thought the physical part of Ascension would be easier than it is. It always reassures me to read the comments and understand that most Light Warriors are feeling it too. Love, Light and hugs to you.
DeleteWow! The comments are amazing and helpful. Glad we are in this hazy soup together. 💓
ReplyDeleteHazy soup indeed, Possum. Such a good description. Love, Light and hugs from frosty NZ.
DeleteRight now it sure doesn’t feel like I’ve “graduated,” or become my true self. I still seem to be confused about who I am, or how I should live my life in order to be happy. On saturday, I had a difficult experience that deeply triggered my childhood traumas. It has been eating away at me like acid all the way to today. I don’t know if the mere act of experiencing this trigger is enough to heal it; my traumas from childhood have been controlling how I relate to others for my whole life so far. I don’t know if I can heal this all on my own. I had a friend in elementary school that I considered my best friend. We were going to school together for 6 years, and then when I entered 7th grade, at age 13, she ghosted me because she started going to school online. There’s a strong possibility that I too was not putting in as much effort as I could have to keep the friendship going, but I was only 13 years old. Also in 7th grade, at the first school dance that I ever attended, a boy asked to be my boyfriend; with the innocence and lack of contemplation that you’d expect of someone that young, I said yes. A few days later, that boy’s friend began bullying me for dating him, and other kids were picking on me too because that boy had a reputation for being weird. I vividly remember the moment when I first suffered his insults; I can still feel the shock, and the sensation of something being shattered inside me, which is still laying in pieces right now. The final experience of trauma is similar to the first. I met a girl in 7th grade, who became my best friend after I lost my first. After roughly 3 years, she started to like spending time with my sister more than with me, so I was forced to watch as my friend drifted emotionally away from me while remaining in my presence. This was a very slow burn, lasting another 2-3 years. The moment that I knew for sure that she picked my sister over me was when she came to my house sobbing after she found out that her dad was cheating on her mom. I answered the door and was ready to console her, and she shoved me to the side and ran to my sister.
ReplyDeleteEver since I experienced these things, I have had this subconscious belief that I am unlikeable, and I have not been able to trust my own instincts. I only started to pick up some of these pieces in 2017, when I met my husband; before then, I kept most people at arm’s length, and stayed as quiet as possible at school so that no one would pick on me again. Right now though, I wonder if I’m taking things too far in the other direction. For some reason I’ve convinced myself that if I just stop being shy and introverted, then I’ll achieve happiness. I’ve been trying to make more friends lately, but, I don’t know if I’m just going to end up becoming an over-extended people pleaser. Being a hermit didn’t make my depression go away, but I don’t know if this will either. There are only two people in my personal life that are awake and with whom I feel completely comfortable to be myself. Is it okay for me to be that picky and not make more friends if they aren’t awake?
DeleteI apologize for these comments being so long, Sierra. I respect your rules, and I promise I won’t go on a crazy rant like this again. I just have one more thing to add. A huge part of my struggle is not knowing which parts of my personality are simply in need of love and acceptance, and which parts are dark programming that need healing. In this case, my introverted nature is in question. Is it an organic, god-created quality, or is it negative programming? I have long believed that if I could attain the unwavering confidence and assertiveness that I lack, then my reality would finally be putty in my hands. But maybe who I need to be for my mission isn’t who I think I need to be in order to be happy.
DeleteHi AnaelTheRoseAngel. I think we can all relate to the strong feelings you experienced since we are empaths and feel everything to the n’th degree. Those that caused hurt in you can’t feel at your level so they probably forgot about the incident whereas you held onto it. What helps me is I put myself in their shoes and you can see things from a different perspective. When I look back at some of the mean people I knew in high school, they just didn’t know any better and it wasn’t personal. Feeling the experience and then releasing it and forgiving all these people helps. Using the Violet flame and ask your angels before going to bed to help you release the negative energies associated with these experiences. If we don’t ask then our guides don’t intervene unless we are in danger. Your girlfriend found a great friend which was your sister and she wouldn’t have met her if she hadn’t dated you. The most important thing is controlling your mind a don’t allow yourself to go down a path that brings you down. Ask yourself what makes you happy (hobbies) and focus on that. Write yourself notes that tell you how amazing you are and post them everywhere. Sorry, not answering for Sierra, but I felt I needed to respond.
DeleteAnael, I agree with Indigo. We are all super empaths and feel everything so deeply. I too have a huge amount of wounding from childhood, within the family of origin and through school experiences. I was also betrayed over and over by friends in adult hood. Honestly, Anael, that betrayal only stopped in recent years when I stopped my chronic people-pleasing forever.
DeleteWhen I stopped people-pleasing there was a void for quite a while. It was like a final clearing of the decks. It was uncomfortable. I suspect that is what is happening to you. I hermitized for about two years. Then, as Indigo suggested, I started picking up hobbies I had abandoned. I went back to Toastmasters, dancing, and found myself AA groups where I resonated with the members (unlike my previous meeting). Now, I have a full rich life with REAL friends for the first time in my life - and I am 68 years old. Gulp. Can't believe I am that old in Earth years. I certainly don't feel it! I hope this is helpful, Anael. I am certain many blog readers will resonate with your story. A special big hug to you.
Anael, most of my friends live outside my area. These are friendships via phone, email, voice video and this blog. We Light Warriors have few local friends. It is a theme of our life because we are scatttered all over the world. We are finding each other in 5D via methods such as this blog.
DeleteThank you both for your responses, I will meditate on them.
DeleteYes great advise from Indigo and Sierra. Being a lightworkers is a lonely job, out ahead of the pack, but it's the only job I want!
DeleteTo share as well. On my walk with my dog yesterday I felt like I was on some sort of drug. Very buzzy light sensation and quite calm just flowing through the path. Laughed a little when one of the cars on my path had the licence plate LVL18. Then I went to touch a tree in my yard and it felt like I could sense it's whole trunk . Then I had to lay down in bed and the energy was quite intense. Fell asleep after that.
ReplyDeleteWonderful to have found your blog again Sierra :)
Aron, I am so thrilled to have you back...! Welcome...!! Yes, very buzzy light sensation - that describes it perfectly. I am learning to make peace with it too, like you. This is the final phase of 5D transition. We signed up for it. It's a huge privilege to be here. Love and Light to you in Iceland...!
DeleteSO glad to hear someone else has that buzzy feeling. I often have to lay down on the bed to assimilate what I'm feeling. Often I use my dowsing rods to ask if I have a medical problem or if it's energy. 100% of the time I'm told it's energy. I do go and talk to my trees with my bare feet on the ground. Thanks!!!!!
DeleteBetsie, it's a bit chilly for bare feet here in NZ at present! But I walk beside the ocean every time. I am very blessed.
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